Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Thank God for my friends

It had been a very trying and quite depressing weekend for me. There were a lot of things to think about, a lot of things that kept bothering me for a few days now and made me always cry. I know I'm not supposed to be a weakling like this but there are times that I just can't help it. There was even a time that I just wished I could die that very moment but I know it is a sin and I shouldn't even have thought about it.

Right at this very moment my life seems to be on hold. I am being observed by my doctor and it will take some time and some more tests before she could finally tell me what I am undergoing at the moment.

I just want to thank my friends through this post, who kept on praying for me, who kept on asking me how I am, who kept on telling me that I should be strong and trust God. I also thank my sister... my ate Weng who, despite having a lot of problems of her own, kept supporting me and loving me. I am so grateful for having all of you in my life. Thank you so much for your support and prayers.

I am trying to hold on, I have trusted God to give me strength to accept what is about to come but I am still praying that He will give me what I desire most.


Randall said...

Dear one, you're never out of God's hands no matter what the appearance is, or what the doctors say. These aren't just words. There was a time when I wasn't expected to be here for long. When you wake up every morning, just say "Okay God, I'm still here. What do you want me to do today?"

Rizza said...

thank you so much for these very inspiring words, randall. i'm so happy that even if we really don't know each other, you are kind enough to give me encouragement.